What Is My Willingness To Heal?

Willingness to heal is the pre-requisite for all healing split but always a horizontal split:  The cerebrals
-- Bertrand Babinet (Babinetics.com)nervous system has one point of view; the enteric
“Willingness to heal is the pre-requisite for allnervous system is not aligned with the cerebral
healing.”  No healing takes place unless willingnessnervous system; and in fact, has a divergent point of
to heal is present.  Willingness to heal precedesview. 
healing of all kinds.  This truth of this is demonstrated 
in healing work of all kinds. The conscious yak-yak mind says, "I'm on a diet."  My
 body, my gut, my gut brain says, "But the cake would
We each have “comfort zones” on every leveltaste so good!"  We all have parts who lead us to
of our consciousness, physical, imaginative, emotional,choose behaviors distasteful to our conscious self. 
mental and in our life of unconscious habits. Being of two minds is very related to reactivity, when
 Willingness to change is the prerequisite to all change.two different reactions, one in the head, one in the gut,
To change or alter our habits requires attention,continue over a period of time, then we call this "being
intention and courage.  For human beings, you CANof two minds." 
"teach an old dog new tricks;" it simply takes moreA person at odds with herself may dislike misbehavior
effort to re-direct them than pups who are empty ofshe is unable to understand.  But judging a part of us
programming!as negative never solves much.  It creates another
Example:  A client comes to me and says, "Bruce Iobstacle to inner cooperation. 
want to work on losing weight.  I've tried everything Willfulness blocks willingness to heal
Why am I so heavy?"  
I say, "Great!  That's a clear target.  Let's check withIt’s primarily willfulness that interferes with healthy
your inner child and learn what her willingness to heal iscooperation between b/s and c/s. 
on losing weight."  I check and the willingness to heal inQ:  Where is my willfulness?
the inner child is only 2/10.  So I tell the client, "You areA:  'Willfulness' is not what we have naturally, when
of two minds.  Your conscious self wants one thingwe are born.  What we naturally have is willingness. 
but your inner child has something else in mind."The place for this in our body is below the belly button
So we talk.  We talk to find an issue the client'sand above the hips, both right and left sides (Merlin
conscious self and inner child BOTH have high& King Arthur). 
willingness to heal on. Q:  How do I recognize willfulness?
We find the inner child carries the weight as part of aA:  It always has the quality of the ego, not of Light,
personal protection routine.  I ask her inner child, "Whatlove and angels.  Its common variations are willfulness,
is your willingness to reducing unconscious protectionwontfulnes, resistance and againstness.  These are all
routines?"  The inner child has 9/10 willingness to healdistortions of willingness.   Check to see if you have
the issue of reducing protection patterns.  The clientagainstness towards your self, other people, the world
takes great strides forward in the session becauseor connecting with your own divinity.
now the c/s and inner child are on the same page;Q:  Is willfulness ever good? 
they both want the same thing resolved. A:  I'm still waiting for an instance where willfulness
 worked better than willingness.  When the willfulness
In my experience in my own self-healing and withis healed, willingness appears.
clients, willingness to heal, in the basic self needs to be 
7/10 or higher or the b/s is not aligned with theDenial blocks willingness to heal
conscious self on healing that issue. 
As Spirit looks down on our physical diseases, It doesAny kind of denial blocks willingness to heal.  It's
not see them as primarily physical.  We see ourpossible to start a healing journal and rate each
disease as physical, but we can only see from 'Iproblem you wish to resolve on a subjective scale of
level.'  Spirit does not have this limitation  It alreadyten.  Nine or ten means "I have high willingness to
sees how negativity trickled down from higherheal."  Six or less means, "I have low willingness to
frequencies in our psyche down to the lower, slowerheal and am probably of two minds."  Work on the
frequency of our body.  In other words, the only wayissues you have the highest willingness to heal first. 
a disease can show in the physical is with a great deal 
of practice and repetition.             Only when the inner child is at
Being of two minds blocks willingness to healleast somewhat willing and open, can disturbed parts
 and old habits be balanced, cleared and redirected. 
'Inner cooperation' means being of one mind, notWith this in mind, Rudolf Steiner's phrase, "We train the
two.   John-Roger says inner cooperation is thewill of children" becomes today, "We train the
biggest karma on the planet.  In Birth Plan numerology,willingness of children."  I believe he would approve
the number two (2) symbolizes inner cooperation. this change of language.  We want the child to have
Inner cooperation is the conscious self--the yak yakwillingness toward learning, willingness toward other
mind--and basic self both being on the same page,people, willingness toward the world and towards
both looking the same direction and seeing the sameconnecting with their own divinity.  The child is mother
goal. to the woman.
Examples of being of two minds include, regretful 
unfaithful husbands,  regretful binge eaters, secretWillingness is the key to aligning and integrating the
cross-dressers, and conflicted thieves.three selves.  Willingness is where the whole topic of
When someone is of two minds, this is never a verticalthe 3S leads.